I feel so disconnected from my body. I raise my hand, ask a question, but wait? Whose voice is that? I don't recognize it. I speak and stutter and soliloquy while my mind thinks to itself, "What is that sound? Am I conscious of it coming out of my mouth? Is this the same voice I've had for my entire life?"
I look at pictures of myself and can't remember what I look like. I feel like I'm looking at photographs of a complete stranger. What is this face? And those eyes? And that smile? They do not belong to me anymore. My mind and body have separated, broken apart right underneath the nose that no longer feels like mine.
What's going on with me? There are days that go by where I can't remember a single thing I've done. Conversations I find myself in that I don't remember starting or participating in. My body is simply a transitional shell for my mind. This is both frightening and intriguing to me.
I have no idea what I'm going through, but it's extremely odd.
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